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    Thursday, June 21st, 2007
    11:14 am
    Ok, Ok, I decided. Today I am a livejournal hobbit. So since I am an hobbit and it is my birthday, I made a small present to every single person who is in the list of livejournal friends. The present will not be sent, but given as soon as I will meet you.
    Ah, I forgot eleven days ago Genoa was promoted after twelve years. Alè Zena.
    Tuesday, June 19th, 2007
    5:51 am
    Shirley Maclaine in " The Apartment " is definetly one of my favourite characters in the history of cinema.
    Monday, May 21st, 2007
    10:22 am
    No jokes, I finished them.
    I know what happened. I know what you did. I know that it seems impossible to you the fact that I know what happened and what you did, but I know it. And it made me so sad that I haven't slept tonight and I haven't cried because my sadness anticipated both. But now I want you to tell me what happened and what you did. And how and eventually why. I want you to tell it to me as soon as you will read this, here. Otherwise I will considered this as if you tell me a lie. And I also know when you will read this entry here. Now I will behave like nothing happened and, if you tell me a lie, I will keep on behaving like nothing happened and then one day I will disappear from your life. And remember, please, that I know what you did and what happened and I know when you will lie, because I know when you will read here.
    Wednesday, April 25th, 2007
    5:17 pm
    25 Aprile



    " I am nothing. I don't exist anymore ", it is written in Antigone. I don't know. Today we celebrate heroes. Partisans. If you will be nothing in existence, at least you will be something in grace.

    Questa mattina mi son svegliato
    oh bella ciao, bella ciao, bella ciao, ciao, ciao,
    questa mattina mi son svegliato
    e ho trovato l'invasor.
    Oh partigiano, portami via
    oh bella ciao, bella ciao, bella ciao, ciao, ciao,
    oh partigiano, portami via,
    che mi sento di morir.
    E se io muoio lassù in montagna
    oh bella ciao, bella ciao, bella ciao, ciao, ciao,
    e se io muoio lassù in montagna
    tu mi devi seppellir.
    Seppellire sulla montagna,
    oh bella ciao, bella ciao, bella ciao, ciao, ciao,
    seppellire sulla montagna
    sotto l'ombra di un bel fior.
    E le genti che passeranno,
    oh bella ciao, bella ciao, bella ciao, ciao, ciao,
    e le genti che passeranno
    mi diranno: " Che bel fior ".
    È questo il fiore del partigiano,
    oh bella ciao, bella ciao, bella ciao, ciao, ciao,
    è questo il fiore del partigiano
    morto per la libertà.
    Tuesday, April 17th, 2007
    4:09 pm
    Something, Mahikari.
    " Do you like football? " was the question.
    " No I don't ".
    " What do you mean you don't? It is not possible. You make thousands kilometers per year ".
    " I like playing football, but I don't like football itself. I am a Genoa supporter. Which is all. Which is beyond. Genoa is not a football team. Genoa belongs to my ( our ) medieval roots. It is somethings that relates to Medieval madness, to minimum unity of belonging. And I mean not in politics, not in quantity. Not even in combination. It is Middle Age. Just it. I mean I just support Genoa. I don't care about football ".
    Once said this, I have to admit that I hope the Manchester United will destroy Milan, since it is the team of Berlusconi.

    Mahikari, arm you camera.
    Tuesday, April 3rd, 2007
    9:37 pm
    If my blood would gush and then flow as a string quartet, I will keep my eyes to the firmament, in its sparkling without blue jacket. And if the oblivion of nothingness will besiege myself, as an improvident marionette, please do as the prophet said, if there is nothing, go back there seven times. No, please, do not do as the prophet said. Go back there one time more.
    Monday, March 26th, 2007
    9:18 am
    They walk(ed) in line
    One of the problems of mine may be my incoherence. That's what bunches of people say. Yes, I am an incoherent person. Coherence is for rational people. I am not rational at all. I am emotive. I don't need coherence. For the Freudian probably I am an evident case of person who has sexual pulsions towards his uncle, but it's ok. I would not touch the archetypes of Jung here. Coherence. I am not a line of soldiers. But my emotions walk(ed) in line:)
    Friday, March 23rd, 2007
    11:47 pm
    The unbereable, lugubrious and obscene plotting of rowdy, stumbling voices which pour image into memory. As an elective indecent geology. Will you suffer the grief of gushing into memory? Or will you have the angelic transfiguration into the consistency of an image? Memory imprisons images as a boast mantles a reprobate. We will fall. It is natural. But will we fall with a small gesture like a hat from a table? Or like a unique spot from the net of our hands?
    Tuesday, March 20th, 2007
    2:36 am
    Loneliness. Again you are important to me. Am I destined to be lonely? Is it what I do not care?
    Monday, March 19th, 2007
    12:00 am
    Loneliness. Loneliness is very important to me.
    Friday, March 16th, 2007
    12:39 am
    There are days like yesterday. When memory comes back in its irrelevant details and still makes my day beautiful.
    Thursday, March 8th, 2007
    9:11 am
    It's women's day everyday:) Sooooo cheesy:) I know, I know. Eh eh.
    But these are for my mother and my grandmother. So don't touch them.


    Sunday, February 25th, 2007
    3:13 am
    The shadow on the wall makes you different. Without noise.
    Thursday, February 22nd, 2007
    9:56 am
    An entry about music
    Ok, I should stop talking before starting considering the relationship I have with music since 2001. But still there are things which make me madly angry.
    Few days ago, walking, I met a friend of mine who was with another guy I didn't know. Started talking to my friend we touched the argument of music. The other guy, who was silent and actually dressed as Jim Reid ( Jesus and Mary Chain ) said the traditional sentence these days in Genova, with despise of what we were saying: " Oh you know I am a shoegazer ". I cannot stand such things. First of all shoegazers are bands which needs respect, I mean My Bloody Valentine, Jesus and Mary Chain, Spaceman 3, Flying Saucer Attack, Loop, etc etc. Especially I adore My Bloody Valentine ( but Polly, as always, no valentine cards at all for me:) I hate them:) ). Isn't anything and Loveless are great really really great, in my opinion. But I cannot stand two things.
    First thing the fact that for the "shoegazers" fans music seems to have started with them, which is completely crap. Not only because obviously it is not true, but also, because before all the "shoegazers" bands there was another band of geniuses which opened the road to all of them. Not only opened the road to all them, but also played as if they played twenty years after all shoegazers movement. But obviously they played few years before shoegazers. And obviously all the shoegazers fans don't know them. The Dream Syndicate. Still if I meet Kendra Smith, I may faint:).
    But what disturbs me a lot about all the shoegazers fans is the attitude they embody now. They behave with that sort of emo, dramatic expression, in all their movements, in all their gestures , in all situations. While as always it is neither emo, nor dramaticity. When you hear them talking or behaving it is only a sort of black, noir pessimism, given by their ( shoegazers fans ) impossibility of being really dramatic. Which actually was the problem of many shoegazer bands. Dramaticity and poetry in music belong to other contexts.
    These fans remember me a lot the fans of Mogway or Tortoise in the ninetees ( I liked both bands. Tortoise more than Mogway ). They talked and talked and talked about both bands as if they invented that music. Obviously they didn't know anything when you mentioned them Sandy Bull or Twink who actually played in the sixties, s-i-x-t-i-e-s-, thirty years before them, things that they couldn't even imagine that could be played.
    Ok I stop here otherwise I could go on forever:)
    Tuesday, February 20th, 2007
    12:05 pm
    Donne ch'avete intelletto d'amore
    Donne ch’avete intelletto d’amore,
    i’ vo’ con voi de la mia donna dire,
    non perch’io creda sua laude finire,
    ma ragionar per isfogar la mente.
    Io dico che pensando il suo valore,
    Amor sì dolce mi si fa sentire,
    che s’io allora non perdessi ardire,
    farei parlando innamorar la gente.
    E io non vo’ parlar sì altamente,
    ch’io divenisse per temenza vile;
    ma tratterò del suo stato gentile
    a respetto di lei leggeramente,
    donne e donzelle amorose, con vui,
    ché non è cosa da parlarne altrui.
    Angelo clama in divino intelletto
    e dice; "Sire, nel mondo si vede
    maraviglia ne l’atto che procede
    d’un’anima che ’nfin qua su risplende".
    Lo cielo, che non have altro difetto
    che d’aver lei, al suo segnor la chiede,
    e ciascun santo ne grida merzede.
    Sola Pietà nostra parte difende,
    ché parla Dio, che di madonna intende;
    "Diletti miei, or sofferite in pace
    che vostra spene sia quanto me piace
    là ’v’è alcun che perder lei s’attende,
    e che dirà ne lo inferno; O mal nati,
    io vidi la speranza de’ beati".
    Madonna è disiata in sommo cielo;
    or voi di sua virtù farvi savere.
    Dico, qual vuol gentil donna parere
    vada con lei, che quando va per via,
    gitta nei cor villani Amore un gelo,
    per che onne lor pensero agghiaccia e pere;
    e qual soffrisse di starla a vedere
    diverria nobil cosa, o si morria.
    E quando trova alcun che degno sia
    di veder lei, quei prova sua vertute,
    ché li avvien, ciò che li dona, in salute,
    e sì l’umilia, ch’ogni offesa oblia.
    Ancor l’ha Dio per maggior grazia dato
    che non pò mal finir chi l’ha parlato.
    Dice di lei Amor; "Cosa mortale
    come esser pò sì adorna e sì pura?"
    Poi la reguarda, e fra se stesso giura
    che Dio ne ’ntenda di far cosa nova.
    Color di perle ha quasi, in forma quale
    convene a donna aver, non for misura;
    ella è quanto de ben pò far natura;
    per essemplo di lei bieltà si prova.
    De li occhi suoi, come ch’ella li mova,
    escono spirti d’amore inflammati,
    che feron li occhi a qual che allor la guati,
    e passan sì che ’l cor ciascun retrova;
    voi le vedete Amor pinto nel viso,
    là ’ve non pote alcun mirarla fiso.
    Canzone, io so che tu girai parlando
    a donne assai, quand’io t’avrò avanzata.
    Or t’ammonisco, perch’io t’ho allevata
    per figliuola d’Amor giovane e piana,
    che là ’ve giugni tu diche pregando;
    "Insegnatemi gir, ch’io son mandata
    a quella di cui laude so’ adornata".
    E se non vuoli andar sì come vana,
    non restare ove sia gente villana;
    ingegnati, se puoi, d’esser palese
    solo con donne o con omo cortese,
    che ti merranno là per via tostana.
    Tu troverai Amor con esso lei;
    raccomandami a lui come tu dei.
    Thursday, January 11th, 2007
    11:48 am
    Ambitions. What an horrible word. No, dear mother, I don't have ambitions. I have vocations. This is why I always follow them.
    Monday, January 8th, 2007
    9:11 am
    Question
    Lars Von Trier, what does he want?
    I think he is really a very very bad director. I think his lack of talent is one of the sign of the lack of many things which I do not want to mention here, in our contemporary society. So again Lars Von trier, what does he want? Could any of you answer? I really cannot find one.
    Sunday, January 7th, 2007
    3:56 pm
    S/t
    I count years on my fingers. And when I finish, I lick my fingers as if there was honey on them. As if I just dipped my hand in a jar of honey. Then I smile a little. I whistle. I smile again. I lick my lips a little, as if there was honey on them.
    Saturday, December 30th, 2006
    9:54 am
    So I woke up at seven.
    My mother kissed me half an hour ago. She went away with my father and Ofelia for the new year's eve. I hear my fingers typing and it's like a burning needle in my head. I am still drunk. I had a shower, I keep on making orthographical mistakes. I will prepare a coffee. Then I know how to cope with the fact that's it's already three hours that I am awake. I will watch the seven samurai.
    9:39 am
    What I should have asked to Santa Claus
    Dear Santa,
    you who are Turkish, but actually not when you were alive, when Turkey was not even an idea, please, when I am drunk, like for example yesterday night, but just for example eh, disallow me to wake up at seven o'clock in the morning. Actually disallow it every time I am drunk, this is my humble request. As you see I am not asking much, just please, recollocate myself into the good old habits, let me sleep until afternoon.
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